July 5, 2008
Deep Blue
I started going to the beach recently. Yeah messila beach. I like it there… it’s not as crowded like it used to be. I take forever to tan, but it’s coming along nicely, I’m loving the the tan lines so far. It is truly moves me how the gentle ebb and flow of waves have the ability to take away all my worries and disconcerted thoughts. Perhaps the cancer in me feels at home next to all the crabs and fishies, but i just know this is how my heaven would look like. Sun, sand, and sea. [A more cleaner and purer version tho:p]
I was laying in the water the other day, taking in the gentle sun.. when it occurred to me that i could see nothing but blue within my vision. Nothing - when looking ahead - but crystal clear blue. The sea and the sky. Almost merged into one endless canvas. I can’t remember when there were only shades and tints of one colour within my view. It felt amazing. Blissful. It really got me high. A rare sight, when everything around seems overpopulated. I felt so fortunate to have felt such intense pleasure unexpectedly….the heavens really do smile at you sometimes.

